[And thy demon Returneth]

so i returned from my voiage to sydney.. and needles to say.. i didnt want to come back home. I didnt realise just how much i missed dany and redman. there are others of corse.. but the main ones ended up being my brother kris to of which i spent our birthday with... dany and the redman. I spent a night at his dad's. it was so strange being there again.. it has been so long since i even set foot near that area.. and god it felt great.. remembering all the stupid shit we got up to there.. i treated dany like a ragdoll.. i just had an overwhelming surge of shovanistic attitude being there... most likely because it was always just me and redman.. never any women around.. and i guess it seems obvious.. my subconcience wanted it to be just the guys again. i beat her up with pillows and lounge cushions.. i threw food at her.. i called her abusive names.. all in the name of lulz.. and we had a good laugh about it and hugged. than i realised what i was doing and what could of caused said behavior. than in the morning we did the infamous trek to campbelltown in the same old bus me and reddles would. talking bollocks and yelling at people... making fun of the emos on the bus and just genrally having fun. than when in town.. spent time at the cafe.. Malcoms place... he caters ;). bahaha.. COD4 is fucking sweet! i kept losing my Mp4 because someone was messing with the profiles. i got cheesecake.. just the way i like it.. with my friends. mum gave me money.. which helped me dearly. i spent some time with bubbles.. jace and nat.. for what little time i had with them.. it was awesome. missed them a lot.. i got to spend almost an entire day with Icka.. and even got to see Fallon. that was rather breif and weird.. but none the less.. i missed her heaps. played some more games... and than went to nans for sunday night. it was really good to see the family again.. missed my nan.. she looks after me too well.. without any real care for her own money issues if there was any. got to talk to my little sister again.. it has been so long since i last heard from her..she always seem so .. bored or upset sort of.. never really has anything to say. i love both my little sisters so much.. im closer to them now physically more than i ever have considering they only live in harvey bay.. but thats still a little while away.. and i cant stand the women of birth right. i missed out on seeing smeg.. which upset me a fair bit but she had other places to be.. and i respect the fact that she was wanting to be with niki.. i think that was what happened.. but regaurdless i respect her changes. she is afterall my mental wife. i missed out on going to the city but it doesnt really matter.. i got a lot of time with the redman so that was what kept the trip more than worth it. dany of course kept things lively.. and i made a new friend or two. a cute one at that :D. nikki just left online.. and is now messaging me asking to warm her legs up and stop her tongue from hurting.. sorry dear.. best i can do is e-warm you.

to cut things a little shorter so i can eventually go to sleep.. i have to make a room change on thursday.. saturday is the first official Anon meeting.. i want to enjoy the drags with Ross but at the same time id much rather just relax a little closer to home/ not spend too much money as i dont have that much to spend this month. i wish i had of taken photos in the plane on the way over to sydney.. the veiw while inside the clouds was amazing.. i love flying.. no matter how long it takes or where im going.. i just love it. talking to Splinton about the resort i live in.. and he seems excited about it.. Blu also said he thinks its awesome. it really is an awesome place.. and if these guys where here.. would be so much better. after the meeting on saturday i plan on having a few drinks with Gh0st and Green Suit and talk about bollocks. and looks like i will be having an 8 stacker with gh0st.. see who has the bigger stomach! that guy knows how to eat well =D. anyway... married with children is on..which means its way past my time to sleep.. untill i post again.. Vi apner porten, til helvete!