[Creative Marriage]

this is being written pre maturely considering most if not all my graphic work is done... AT work.. so the post will lay bare until i log in at work tomorow morning. Now to explain the title.. as i am currently a happily mentally married man.. to my wonderful mental wife Smeggins =].. i have been once again.. married to Icka!! Creatively!! it was a choice between that.. or semi conciously.. and i think creatively works rather well. so i shall be getting my wife Icka.. a ring and post a Marriage certificate for us =]. I could not possibly be happyer.. unless.. of course.. well.. this becomes an issue when divided amongst friends with these semi fake marriages.. and i say semi only towatds Icka.. for yes.. if you havent already guessed it by now.. i have a schoolboy crush on her like none other.. and somewhat always have.. but as usual.. nothing becomes clear until Dany says something about it. like with my hair.. god forbid i dont know why i listen to her.. but.. it always seems to fall into place.. so i just alow it to unfold as told by her. when on the subject of wiminz.. she aptly said out of the blue.. "what about icka ?" and it hit me.. "whoa... i really do like her.. and genuinely!". im not getting hopes up at all because that sort of thing is never within my grasp.. especially lately.. im more focused on my career trying to get it soaring! and so far.. its well off to a great start =D. i look forward to work of a morning.. its not a chore like previous. so to top it all off.. the bare basics be.. i really like icka a lot.. and im just too much of a wuss to say anything let alone do i want to destroy what friendship we have.. that would ultimately kill me >_<. but anyway.. its getting rather late.. and i should be in bed a sleep.. but instead ill watch a little frasier and than sleep =].